Monday, February 25, 2013

So I left Hogwarts and it makes me sad. I was only there for twelve days!!! I absolutely LOVED it! I learned so much and made such great friends. But it was a great experience that I will never forget.
I apologize for the quality of the phone call from the airport. I promise I'm normal sometimes... So the plane ride! I so totally wanted to place a Book of Mormon right? Well of course an LDS girl who went to BYU sits by me. But funny. Her dad is Hermana Porter, Hermana Ferrell, and Hermana Andersen's mission president in Chile! I was like freakin' out. So I put in a good word for them and she called her dad after the flight. I came in with 25 other new missionaries from the MTC. Nine of us were sisters...and we were all the younger age. Apparently we are the first younger missionaries in this mission. Everyone likes to announce that I'm nineteen. Sigh. How.deee.... Joke. I am not in that part of Texas and I am kind of sad about it. I am in a place called Flower Mound. It is very wealthy and many people are transplants from other states. Some have accents but not as many as I hoped. But flip, these houses are HUMUNGO. You were here again Dad? I'm pretty close to the airport! Don't visit me. My apartment is so nice. It is spacious and even has a fireplace. It's kind of ridiculous thinking about how so many missionaries are basically living in a hut. This apartment is 1980243784092384 times better than the Riviera. There is even a workout room, that we go to every morning. Saayy whaaa? Yeah, I have to hop over the giant pool to get there. I live in a gated community basically. I love it, but someday I will go to the hick part of Texas. I will. I WILL! :)
Sister Perkins is AWESOME! :) She is 21 and from Seattle Washington. She actually finished her training when I got here and is not training me. So she has been here about twelve weeks. She is so nice and we get along great but our work ethics are COMPLETELY different. I am like willing to break my body for this work. Don't worry Mom...I won't. But I just want to work my guts out every single second of every single day. This is the Lord's time and I'm not gonna waste it! I'm more of a...we need to go out and talk to as many people as we can. We need to go find those people who God has prepared!!! She's more of a go with the flow....God will send them to us type of person. Honestly, I'm starting to get frustrated because I feel like we do nothing. I haven't even taught a real lesson yet. They say this area is hard and slow...which to me translates as WORK HARDER AND CHANGE THAT. I don't even feel like a real missionary yet. I feel like a lot of the time, we are just wasting time. Every night, I come up with ways we can be more effective missionaries and I tell Sister Perkins. She is awesome and nothing I say is to complain about her...but things aren't working here so we need to step it up! She thinks we are doing amazing, but I think we need a lot of improvement! Every second I waste here, I am missing an opportunity to help build the kingdom of God. So I have all these ideas and I am determined to change this reputation. But I also feel bad because Sister Perkins is my trainer and I should be following her guidance. Guys...I like boss my trainer around. MY TRAINER. Who does that?! Okay, not boss...but I give her suggestions on what we could do to be more effective! But our views are just completely different. I'm not saying I'm right and she's wrong or vice versa. It is all about what God needs us to do. I just want to be the best missionary I an be. I want to make Him proud. I want to work so hard that I wear myself out everyday. I am just so ready! I just don't want to be held back.
I have been shaped so much already. I have realized how small I am. I am small. But all things are possible with the Lord. How great our God is! Miracles are possible! Christ is our Savior! I am His instrument! This church is the only true church! I LOVE BEING A MISSIONARY!!
This is my address...
5210 Long Prairie Road #1626
Flower Mound, TX 75028
PLEASE WRITE ME! LOVE YA'LL!

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