Oh man...where to start. How to even answer these emails!
AHH! Y'all are stressing me out! Ha. Joke. First of all...HEATHECLIFF
(Autumn) IS ENGAGED!!! AGHHH! I was dying laughing here in the library
when I read all about it. I can not even wait for them. I am freakin'
out! This is the second ring that she has stolen...just sayin...How is
my CTR ring treatin' ya Aut? ;) HA HA HA but seriously..I want my ring
back. Okay...kidding. Love ya.
I actually didn't realize that Chatty Cathy was a doll. I just
hear that term all the time. Ha! But yeah...that's one thing that I've
learned out here...how to talk to people. I loooooove people. Every
person has their own uniqueness, their own story, their own history,
their own way of thinking. I love getting to know them and just chattin'
with them. So sorry if I talk y'alls ears off when I get home. It's a
Texas thing.
Mom, I will TRY to be honest. :) I'll start with zone
conference...No I did not give my training. President Ames called me the
night before and gave my training to someone else ( :( mine was good
too!)..he also wouldn't let me drive...and then I had to leave early to
get an MRI. Sigh. I was in pretty bad shape that day. I was really sick
for awhile there but since the whole "house arrest" thing, I feel sooo
much better. It makes me want to just get back out there because I feel
fine!!! But then I just fall apart all over again when I try. But yes,
Sister Ames told me that I need rest and even told me that they would
take me to the mission home. Nah...It's bad enough being in the
apartment all day! This is by far been the hardest week of the mish. :)
Not just the physical pain...I can handle that...but just because I'm so
miserable staying in the apartment. I just feel bad because I have so
many duties and responsibilities that aren't being met. I feel bad for
putting people out of their way because of my weakness...and my poor
companion!!! Oh I just feel so bad for her. I just feel bad. :( I want
to be out and about! :)
I truly am grateful for trials in our lives though. I know I
talk about this all the time, but it's because it is oober important to
me...and should be for everyone. I am so grateful for my Savior and His
atonement. I have come to such a better understanding and a knowledge of
the atonement. And it's times like these when I understand more fully
the enabling power of the atonement. If life was all breezy good all the
time, we would never understand! So I truly am grateful for them... :)
And what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger! Ha ha! :) Love. This.
Gospel. Love my Redeemer.
To comfort my dear sweet mother. I am letting people help. I
don't think this is appendicitis and I'm hours away from dying! Ha ha :)
But I've been trying to take prescriptions and listen to Sister Ames
and the doctors, etc. Man, I must be stubbornly prideful because it is
HARD. I hate letting people help! My ward mission leader scolds me
everyday because of my pride...no worries. He's just as stubborn as I am
and won't let me leave his house until I'm honest! Ha ha also, his son
is a doctor and is constantly checking up on me. So no I'm not dying.
Yes I am getting help. And I feel sooo much better! I go to the
neurologist on Wednesday
so we'll see if we can figure anything out. But I think I know what it
is...my gut feeling...Hey, my gut has been right before! :) I'm gonna
leave ya hanging...I'll let you know if I'm right next week. ;) Dun dun
dun.
I'm doing well! :) I love the gospel. And I am truly happy. :) LOVE y'all! Keep the faith!!!! :)
Sister Barnes
P.S. Sorry...I know I still didn't give you anything too concrete, but I DID tell you more so no whinin'!!! ;)
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